Stark Reality
In this crazy business of fostering (and definitely in foster to adopt), there are no certainties. Never beleive, for a second, anything is FOR SURE. Not until the ink is dry on the decree. I'm still trying to process what happened yesterday. What was said. I feel like I've shut down a bit because I don't want to believe it. Little Man and I had our monthly meeting with his case manager. I'll be honest, I've gotten a bit cocky about the future with Little Man. We are set to go to termination and I've started making plans. Which I know I should never ever do. I was told yesterday that his case manager is recommending that Little Man and his siblings be sent home by the end of the year. Nevermind that she is mentally not capable of supporting and challenging three kids. Nevermind that she can't financially support herself, let alone another 3 children. Nevermind that I have fallen so deeply in love with my Little Man that the though