Denial
For the last year, I have been engaged in this battle with the foster system, with social workers, with bio parent, and with the courts. I currently am battled out. I don't want to fight anymore. I just want them to see how wonderful Little Man is and how much better off he is with me. This is neither appropriate nor what may be the truth. Maybe he is better off with his bio mother. Everyone deserves a second chance. But my gut is telling me differently and my heart is hurting. Court was on Tuesday and it has been pretty unanimously decided that Little Man will be going home. While they gave mom 90 days extension, visits will be ramping up and overnights will start. He is going home to his bio mother. I have 90 days to make him remember how smart he is, how brave he is and how much worth he has. The GAL lied to me and said he was still against it but stood up in court and said that Mom has done everything asked of her and he has no issues with reunification. I have to w