Pulling the Trigger
This blog post started a lot differently a few days ago. I had some hope that I was going to be making a decision not based on emotion but rather one based on facts only. But after the last few days, I know that my decision has been based on both emotions and facts. But mostly, it has shown me that my gut needs to be listened to. Lately, it has been hard. Hell, the last couple of months have been hard. And it's not because of any one thing. The biggest thing is that I haven't been able to work a full week of work for MONTHS because of Little Man. Between his therapies, school, and appointments. But the biggest is the amount of mental strain I've been feeling with him and school. Monday I pulled Little Man from school. I will not be sending him back. This has been building and building. Jay and I have talked about what Little Man's future will look like - education-wise - once his adoption is finalized and we've always leaned towards homeschooling because